Deeply

 Since I have been 23 to 24 years old. I am such old right now. I have to get marry while I have no partner to stand each other with. I hope my God meet me soon to him.. I know he will give me the best. I now teach in two different school. One they that don't have any motivation at all going to school. That's worse. And other is very great. Ya Allah give the best to all of my students. I know that having a partner is also about the obligation and so on. Now. Even I have no movie or something to be do for. Yesterday I was crying. Too bed. I am so miserable. yeah . Remembering that I have no friend or date. I am very shy to start chat with virgin again.. he did not answer my phone in the last. Tho he phone back after that . I was deeply in the bad mood that time. How bad. Now, I am watching a movie about PKI. Oh.. come on.. even I don't understand the movie. That's the history. And do you know what... I have nothing to do if I go home right now.. how bad. I remember that.. u. Az is very similar with my brother.. how he does so.